Hi guys. I know, I know…and I apologize – truly. The last few months have been very trying to say the least. I have been wanting to write this post for weeks now, but every time I did the words wouldn’t come. It’s not necessarily that they have come tonight either; however, I feel that this is long overdue.
I know that thus far, my blog has mostly been about fashion, nails…a little bit of this and that. I’m not really sure why it happened, but at some point I became very disinterested in it all. I wasn’t in the mood to play dress up anymore…wasn’t in the mood to blog about it…I just wasn’t anything. I felt in some ways I had begun to box myself in, and I didn’t like it. There is so much more to me than cute outfits and cool nails, but I felt as if my blog wasn’t really a reflection of me as a whole. I would come on and do a post, talk about the good day I had, maybe mention a couple of projects or something that I was working on, and that would be it. Typically on the bad days, there either wouldn’t be a post or I would post about something that didn’t require me to step in front of the camera. But..in doing so – I feel as though I’ve slighted you guys (and myself).
Some of my favorite bloggers and especially You Tubers are the ones who aren’t afraid to put their whole selves out there for you to see – the days when they are sad, hurt, mad…it all gets documented. For some of their followers, I’m sure it is deemed “too much” – but to me, it makes me relate to them that much more. Everyone has bad days, everyone gets hurt, everyone cries (including me). Am I saying that I will be using my blog as my personal melancholic journal? Absolutely not – but I plan to do everything possible to take myself out of this box I seem to have walked into. Yes I will still write about fashion, nails, and whatever else, but I will also blog about my brother when I am missing him, or my doggie when I am missing her, or whatever else. I am real – I have great days, bad days, fun times, highs, lows, and everything in between – and that is what I want to share with you all.
When I started typing a few minutes ago, I had no clue where I was going with this…but what you’ve just read is what came out. No editing or rewriting – because I wanted it to be as authentic as possible (so forgive any spelling errors if you catch them lol). I’m back..